Time is flying by at a faster pace than I ever imagined. I was hit by a sudden realisation yesterday evening that I had rebooted my blog last week, with the promise of a weekly post - just like it used to be. Well, here I am,
The concept of writing each week has become alien and strange to me due to my absence. I am making a concerted effort to brainstorm and create unique blog posts to produce each week. With a sigh I must admit, it's difficult. This time last year I had no qualms sharing my life in it's near entirety with the masses. Now, times have changed. I feel uneasy and nervous as I tweet about my life, let alone writing thoroughly and a detailed manner about my life on TRLOA. I believe this uneasiness will pass and my comfort zone will increase once more.
With more difficulty, I know I must realise that I should not pressure myself into writing about topics I don't wish to discuss. Yet the more I hold back, the more information that is desired. My confidence on my blog was hammered and shattered throughout Sixth Year by my peers. Taking a deep breath, I will try focus on the acceptance that these events occurred and that I'm a better person now. I hate to disappoint the readers of this blog but I can assure you, I. Am. Trying. I feel that there aren't enough hours in the day for everything that I want to do. This is so extremely frustrating as I feel I haven't achieved all the goals I set myself on a daily basis. One of those being the goal of producing high quality, well written blog posts. I'm struggling with the gears yet soon I will accelerate.
You might be wondering about the title of this blog post, here is my explanation. I bought a flower crown a couple of weeks ago and I simply adore it. Yesterday I went shopping and amongst the new clothes and items I bought, I became conscious of the fact that I bought a lot of turquoise things. I'm trying this new idea of simplicity and this post title is a product of this.
I'll aim to try post up a Summer shopping haul soon.
I picked up this GoT t-shirt in Penneys and love it!
Turquoise aesthetic much?
I wore my new runners this morning as I went for a brisk walk. They were so incredibly comfortable! The purse/pencil case is from Penneys and so is the sunglasses case with the cat on it.
If you're wondering where my time has been spent lately, it's through work, reading GoT, listening to music (Mainly Ed Sheeran, Hozier, FOB, The Coronas and Taylor Swift) and watching Once Upon A Time on Netflix (I'm on Season 2 at the moment and I'm really enjoying watching an episode or two each night)
What do you love to binge watch on Netflix? Let me know in the comments!
Aveen x
I'm so sorry to hear about how you were treated in sixth form :( A lot of the time people don't exactly understand what blogging actually is so the easiest thing to do is to mock it. As long as you enjoy it then that's fine, you should be proud of what you've achieved so far!
ReplyDeleteLoving the flower crown and GoT top btw, they're so cool! I've been meaning to start Once Upon a Time for ages but just haven't got round to it. I've been loving Grey's Anatomy lately, I'd definitely recommend you check it out.
-Nabeela xo
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Thanks Nabeela! OUAT is really good, I'm really enjoying it. I've heard such good reviews about Grey's Anatomy, I really have to start watching it ! :)
DeleteI've meant to start reading game of thrones for a long time but haven't ever gotten around to it, I really should.
ReplyDeleteMaddie // itsthatplacecalledhere.blogspot.co.uk
Thank you Maddie! I bought the first book last summer and I only got back into in the past few weeks. It's good but I don't have enough time sadly!
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